September 25
Tussenpresentatie.
百感交集的一天. 太多的因素摻雜進來,設計的初衷因此被人為扭曲.
這兩年一直用缺乏平衡的心態審視每一次ontwerp,不僅僅是設計,還有其他colleges.這樣的消極的謹小慎微的態度來源于一個最隱晦的barrière,可是in tegenstelling, 設計的可行性得到保證. 然而總是有一種遺憾:在學習的階段,沒有嘗試做過extreme的主題.
其他的組員的確給了E.M.Y Architecten (我們三個人的studio名稱)很多鼓勵和認可,jim和daan,我們大組(GROEP 1)的兩位denker,今天很欣然的站到了我們的poster前面-認可和支持,正如導師要求我們做的那樣.
BSc 5, 我才真正找到了需要的werkwijze. 之前的autonoom, individualiteit 看起來竟然是一種isolatie.于是我享受著這樣一個無比忙碌但卻aangenaam的設計過程:權衡變量選擇直到PVE生成,硫酸紙上點線面的雛形到具象,抽絲剝繭直到maquette,poster的最后完工, 我們三個的討論是天下最幸福最讓人愉悅最有價值的交流.是的,這樣的groepwerk讓人只有完全++的認知. 今天和另外兩位EMY建筑師在說,興許我們的默契是這個PLAN誤入歧途的根本原因.我們竟然很少有argument,tegenstelling,想法竟是那么的相似,相似到每次拍板定案都伴隨著快感.
gelukkig的就是,這個中期的presentatie沒有評分,technically,不會對最終的結果造成影響,然而,impressie是這個固執導師的致命信條,也是我們的死穴. 而Tutor從一開始就很喜歡我們的設計,今天對導師也頗有微辭.是的,他完全可以在6天前告訴我們這樣一個,正如他今天強調的如此damned crucial的問題, 并且,兩天前我們的最后設計給他之后也可以告訴我們這樣的werkwijze因該如何扭正.可事實是,我不認為他有多強勢的argument和beoordeling principe. 在聽完了8個組的設計之后,很顯然他們的出發點和ontwerp concept相左,或者是我們太重視這個concept了. 在其他7個設計中,我完全看不到和之前四個學期的設計有任何不一樣的地方,是我們EMY Architecten自己在求新,求深,當然現在看,這個求新求深的過程的確付出了代價,伴隨著風險. 刚才和学长谈到这样我认为的失败,坚定了这还可以挽回. 他觉得我是“分数狂”,把自己限制在一个人的原则的框框里. 总有冲突和悖论不是么.
OK,terug naar onze opgave. 是鹿特丹的European CHINA Center,另外七个组的設計,我理解為European Center for CHINA,他們只是把china這個概念當作最后一個附加品,一個可有可無的attachment. ,如果做一個寬容的建筑師,可能要看看你的競爭者,你的同行都在做什么,怎么做,你的geld-gever(太直白了)習慣于什么, 這也說明,非主流的設計者生存的偶然性有多overwhelming, 这样的人群做设计简直就是赌博,或者说自娱自乐. 問題就是,你愿意做個寬容的主流的朝九晚五的一日三餐正常的建筑師,還是andersom.
今天認識到,原來自己從一開始就不是一塊適合做宏觀urban design的材料. 我們今天的錯誤就在于太集中在單體的建筑應該如何運作,而不是一個urban plan需要做的,我們舍本求末了. errrrr...........其實也不是完全,包括hoogte-spel,以及參考大阪一個規劃后作出的katendrecht西邊的landschap的設計考量,是很動人的,正如jim和daan后來告訴我們的那樣,并且,這個basis也是導師認可并且令他耳目一新的. 恩,我更愿意認為是我們的uitwerking沒有充分表達我們的設計,而不是設計本身,那些導師提出的問題毛病們,是很global并且很難避免的,包括他自己. 恩,我們EMY的確都是detailed的人.
zowiezo,還得繼續,一切只會變得復雜起來,而我,我們,只有迎難而上. 在還沒有真正經歷大浪淘沙之前,抓住一切機會增加光澤度和waarde.享受生活的時間,是否要拋棄了...而或者,根本工作就是我們應該的生活.
附一張這個問題plan今天的留影吧,心情依然很down.
寄居在航空系的餐廳
在帳篷連續工作了12個小時留影
恩,三周沒有看youtube是件很匪夷所思的事情
從travis barker的鼓點里找點讓生活繼續的元素吧
September 18
效率极低人群之七大习惯
By Henrik Edberg
与通常所列举的应该培养的有益习惯不同,本文在此举出的是我们最好避免的7种习惯。
就像寻找对你有益的习惯一样,寻找妨碍你的习惯同样重要。这7种习惯中大多数都可能会轻易成为你日常生活的一部分,使你难以察觉它的存在(或
者它如何影响到你)。我曾经略微尝试了这些习惯,结果毫无疑问,那些重要的事情没有几个可以完成。同时我也要添加说明的是,这只是在生活中你可能形成的影
响效率的主要的7个习惯,我很确定绝不仅仅是这些。
1、缺席。
也许你曾经听过伍迪·艾伦所说的这句话:
“百分之八十的成功来自于出席。”
更多的出席——这是在生活中你可以保证更多成功所做的最大也是最简单的事情之一,无论是在你的社交生活中,你的事业上还是你的健康方面。如果你想要改善你的健康状况,一个最重要也是最有效的事情就是在每次你该出席时出现在健身房里。
许天气会不好,也许你会不想出门,也许你有一大堆其他必须要做的事情。但是,如果即使你在积极性不高时仍然继续出现在健身房里,那将比你呆在家里的沙发上放松要有效的多。
我想这个也可以推及到生活的其他领域。如果你每天都坚持写作或绘画,你就会快速的得到提高。如果你更多的出门你就可以遇到更多的新朋友。如果你参加更多的约会,你遇到心上人的机会就会大大提高。仅仅只是更多出席就会使你的生活大大不同。而缺席却会使你毫无收获。
2、拖拖拉拉。
为了简化,我将最喜欢的3种摆脱拖拉情况的方法列举如下:
-吞食青蛙。也就是说在一天的最开始就完成那些最艰难最重要的工作。早上良好的开始会让你一天都保持高昂的情绪和积极的动力。这通常会使你这一天都十分高效。
-你如何吃掉一头大象呢?不要打算一口吃成胖子,这会使你感到过多负担以至于产生拖延的念头。把一项工作分为若干可付诸于行动的小步骤,然后仅仅关注第一步直到把它完成,接下来再继续下一步。
-说服自己。我发现这种向导型调整十分有效。就在我花了20分钟躺在床上反复默念在这几天里我都十分高效之后,我就不再会陷入拖拉的情况或者浏览1至5个我喜爱的网站寻找更新信息的必要。
3、做一些无关紧要的事情。
除了拖拖拉拉以外,你最容易陷入的不良习惯之一就是忙于一些无关紧要的事情之中。
为了提高效率你也许需要某种时间管理方法。它可能会是一件极为简单的事情,比如在一天的开始使用80/20法则。80/20法则,也就是我们通常所熟悉的
帕累托法则认为, 80%的收获源自20%的努力。所以为求高效你应该将你精力的大部分集中在那些极少数重要的事情上。
当使用这个法则时你只需按优先顺序写下这一天你需要做的3件最重要的事情,然后从头做起。即使你只能完成其中的一件事,你仍然完成了今天最重要的事情。也
许你也会偏爱其他诸如GTD等方法。但是无论你如何组织工作,最关键的还是寻找那些最重要的工作,这样你就不必花费几天,几个星期甚至几个月的时间去忙于
那些并不是很重要的事情。如果这些事情无关紧要,那么即使你快速的完成它们也是没有多大用处的。
4、多虑。
因为多虑而很少采取行动。陷于无穷的分析之中只会使你虚度光阴。行动之前加以思考是没有错的。做一些调查研究,制定一个计划,探究可能存在的积极以及不利因素。
但是强制性的反复思考就会成为另外一种浪费时间的做法了。在尝试之前你没有必要去从每一个角度检查每一件事情。而且你也不可以等到一个最完美的时间再去做
事,因为这样的时间从来不会出现。如果你继续这样思考就只会使自己陷的越来越深,从而使采取行动变得越来越难。相反,虽然思考在一定程度上对你有所帮助,
但你现在需要做的就只是停止思考,然后去做那些你应该做的事情。
5、凡事过于消极。
当你凡事都从消极方面考虑时,你的积极性就会被大大打击。你会发现到处都是问题和错误,而这些问题是本不存在的。你抓住细节不放。如果你想要寻找一个不做某事的理由,这当然没有问题。而当你从一个消极角度看问题时,每次你都可能找出十个借口。
因此你几乎一事无成。你向任何愿意倾听的人诉苦(也许很多人并不想听),抱怨你的工作,生活和领导有多么的差劲。你的生活取决于你如何看待这个世界,这已经成为一个能够自我实现的预测。
对此的一个解决方法就是了解消极方面的限度,认识到你的消极思考并不是这个世界的真实写照。然后不妨尝试一些其他的角度。举例来说,你可以尝试着培养一下
凡事从更为积极和乐观的角度思考的习惯,这会对你大有帮助。通过这种方式,你也许就会开始尝试这种积极性的挑战。这并不容易,然而如果你接受了这种挑战,
连续7天都只从积极方面思考,你就会突然意识到你看问题的角度和想法是如此深刻地影响着你对世界的理解和你所得到的成果。
6、固执己见,与世隔绝。
人们很难去承认自己的想法不是最佳选择,因此你越来越执着于自己的想法,变得闭目塞听。这会让你很难取得进步,比如说效率就会很难提高。在这种情况下,即使认真思考改变人生的可能性都会变得很难。
显然,解决方法之一就是打开心胸。开阔视野,从他人和自己的错误中汲取教训,从书籍等资源中获取知识。与任何事一样,这事说起来容易做起来难。正如前面所
说,对此我的建议就是认识到你的知识领域毕竟是有限的,而你做事的方式也会存在不足。那么不妨就尝试一下新事物吧。
而我的另一条建议就是,阅读一下埃克哈特·托利的《新天地》,特别是有关Ego的章节。正如托利所建议的,如果你不再像Ego那样思考,你就会更加容易接
受新思想,抛弃那些已经无用的旧思想。另外我想要补充说明的就是:不要迷信书本,也不要盲目追求新的信息,否则你就会成为一个沉迷于自我帮助的人。在行动
中运用那些新信息和你学到的事情,然后加以尝试。
7、持续信息过剩。
信息过剩并不是说你过多的阅读,我所指的是所有输入信息的过剩。如果你让所有的信息都涌进大脑,这当然会导致难于清晰思考,因为刺激源太多了。以下就是这种习惯可能会存在的弊端:
你所接受的一些信息也许会是消极的。媒体和周围环境会因种种原因提供一种消极的信息。如果你没有根据需要对信息加以选择,也许你就会陷入消极之中,从而影响到你的所思,所感,所为。
-这会使你急于追赶当今发生的事情,然而每时每刻都有十几件事同时发生,想要追赶上它们几乎是不可能的事情。你的生活会因此充满压力。
-如果你持续被信息轰炸,并且还试图将所有信息分类,那么你将很难做出决定并采取行动。就我个人而言,如果我得到过多的信息,就会造成某种形式上的瘫痪,一事无成。或者你会被这种习惯所困,终日急于忙碌在一些非重要的事情上。
为了可以集中精力,清晰思考并付诸行动,你就需要在吸取信息时更有选择性。当你工作时尽可能的避免那些分散注意力的事物。关掉电话,断开网络,关上大门。
你就会不可思议的发现,当你没有每隔五分钟就被打扰一次,没有机会因浏览RSS-feeds或喜爱的网站而拖延时,居然可以完成这么多的事情。
现在并不是说我建议你们停止阅读所有的博客或报纸。但是一定要清楚哪些是你真正想要阅读的,哪些只是用来打发时间的。同时你也可以查看其他开阔性信息的领域。
比如说,你没有必要陷入所有来自周围环境的消极情绪。如果周围的所有人都在拖延或者焦急的忙于各种非重要的事情时,你会很容易被这种情绪所影响。如果你有一扇心灵之门,关上它而去关注更为重要的事情,这会是个不错的主意。
7 Habits of Highly Ineffective People
By Henrik Edberg
With a twist to the common list of habits that are useful to establish, here are 7 habits that you do best to avoid.
Just like finding habits that can be useful for you it’s important
to find habits that are holding you back. Most of these 7 habits can
easily become such a normal, everyday part of life that you hardly
notice it (or how it’s affecting you). I’ve dabbled with all of them
quite a bit. Not surprisingly I didn’t get much of the important stuff
done. I´d also like to add that these are just 7 broad habits you can
establish to become highly ineffective in most parts of your life. I
pretty sure there are several more.
1. Not showing up.
Maybe you’ve heard this quote by Woody Allen:
“Eighty percent of success is showing up”
One of the biggest and simplest thing you can do to ensure more
success in your life – whether it be in your social life, your career
or with your health – is simply to show up more. If you want to improve
your health then one of the most important and effective things you can
do is just to show up at the gym every time you should be there.
The weather might be bad, you might not feel like going and you
find yourself having all these other things you just must do. If you
still go, if you show up at the gym when motivation is low you will
improve a whole lot faster than if you just stayed at home relaxing on
the sofa.
I think this applies to most areas of life. If you write or paint
more, each day perhaps, you will improve quickly. If you get out more
you can meet more new friends. If you go on more dates you chances of
meeting someone special increases. Just showing up more can really make
a big difference. Not showing up will not get you anywhere.
2. Procrastinating half the day. To keep it short, my 3 favourite ways to get out of a procrastinating state are:
- Swallow that frog. What´s this means is simply to do the hardest
and most important task of the day first thing in the morning. A good
start in the morning lifts your spirits and creates a positive momentum
for the rest of the day. That often creates a pretty productive day.
- How do you eat an elephant? Don´t try to take it all in one big
bite. It becomes overwhelming which leads to procrastination. Split a
task into small actionable steps. Then just focus on the first step and
nothing else. Just do that one until it’s done. Then move on to the
next step.
- The Get around to It Paraliminal. I find this guided mediation to
be very useful. After 20 minutes of mostly just lying on my bed and
listening I’m far more productive for a few days. I don´t feel the urge
to sink into that procrastinating state or the need to find out what’s
new over at one or five of my favourite websites.
3. When actually doing something, doing something that isn’t the most important thing right now.
One of the easiest habits to get stuck in, besides procrastinating, is to keep yourself busy with unimportant tasks.
To be effective you probably need some kind of time
management-system. It might be something really simple, like using the
80/20-rule at the beginning of each day. The 80/20 rule, or the Pareto
Principle as it´s also known, says that you´ll get 80 percent of your
results from only 20 percent of your tasks and activities. So you need
to focus most of your energy on those few important tasks to be
effective.
When you have prioritized using this rule just write down the top 3
most important things you need to do that day. Then, from the top,
start doing them. Even if you just get one of the things done, you have
still done the most important thing you could do today. You may perhaps
prefer some other system, such as GTD. But however you organise your
work it’s still of highest priority to find the most important tasks so
you don’t spend days, weeks or months doing busywork that isn’t that
essential anyway. Just getting things done faster isn’t that useful if
the things you get done are unimportant to you.
4. Thinking too much.
And thereby seldom taking action. Paralysis by analysis can waste
years of your life. There is nothing wrong with thinking before you do
something. Do some research, make a plan, explore potential upsides and
problems.
But compulsively thinking and thinking and thinking is just another
way to waste your time. You don’t have to examine everything from every
angle before you try it. And you can’t wait for the perfect time to do
something. That time never comes. And if you keep thinking you’ll just
dig yourself down deeper and deeper and taking action will become more
and more difficult. Instead you just need to stop thinking. Shut of
your mind – it just helps you up to a point – and go do whatever you
need to do.
5. Seeing the negative and downsides in just about anything.
When you see everything from a negative perspective you quickly
punch a hole in your own motivation. You find faults everywhere and
problems where there are really none. You cling to details. If you want
to find a reason to not do something then that’s no problem. From a
negative viewpoint you can find ten reasons every time.
And so very little gets done, you whine to anyone who wants to hear
– and many who don’t – about how crappy your job, life and boss is.
Which becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy as you create the life that is
appropriate considering how think and see your world.
A solution is to realise the limits of a negative perspective. And
that your perspective isn’t some kind of 100% true picture of the
world. Then try other perspectives. For instance, trying to establish a
habit of seeing things in a more positive and optimistic light can be
quite useful. In that vein, you may want to try the Positivity
Challenge. It´s not easy, but if you do the challenge and try to only
think positive thoughts for 7 days it can give you an insight in how
much your perspective and beliefs changes how you interpret your world.
And what results you get.
6. Clinging to your own thoughts and being closed to outside influences.
It can be hard to admit that what you thought or believed was not
the best alternative. So you cling to your thoughts harder and harder
and keep your mind closed. This makes it hard to improve and for
instance to become more effective. Even really considering the
possibility that you can change your life can be difficult in this
position.
One solution, obviously, is to open up more. To open up and learn
from the mistakes of others, from your own mistakes and from other
sources like books. This is easy to say though. It can, as almost
anything, be harder to do. One suggestion I have is to, like I said
about the previous habit, realise the limits of what you know and the
way you going about things. And then just try something new.
Another tip is to read A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle and especially
look at the chapters about the Ego. If you stop identifying so much
with your thoughts and your Ego, as Tolle prescribes, it becomes a
whole a lot easier to let new ideas and thoughts come into your life.
And to let go of old thoughts that aren’t useful to you anymore. On the
other hand I’d like to add and counter-balance with these tips: don’t
get stuck in reading, in just taking in new information either or you
might become a self-help junkie. Use the new information, put what you
have learned in to action and try it out.
7. Constantly on information overload.
With information overload I don’t just mean that you read a lot. I
pretty much mean an overload in all input. If you just let all
information flow into your mind it will be hard to think clearly. It’s
just too much stimulation. A few more potential downsides to this habit
are:
- Some of the input you receive will be negative. The media and
your surroundings often put a negative spin on things for various
reasons. If you aren´t selective in what input you want in your life
then you’ll be dragged into this negativity too. This affects how you
think, feel and act.
- It creates an urge to keep up with what’s happening but there are
always ten more things happening so you can’t keep up. This makes life
stressful.
- It becomes hard to make decisions and take action if your mind is
constantly bombarded with information or trying to sort through it all.
Personally I find that if I get too much information it leads to a sort
of paralysis. Not much get´s done. Or you get stuck in habit #3 and
keep busy, busy, busy at high speed with low priority activities.
To be able to focus, think more clearly and take action it´s useful
to be more selective in what you let into your mind. When you work shut
out as much distractions as possible. Shut off the phone, internet and
shut the door. It is strange how much you can get done when you aren´t
interrupted every fifth minute or have the opportunity to procrastinate
by checking your RSS-feeds or favourite websites.
Now I´m not suggesting that you should stop reading all blogs or
newspapers. But think about what you really want to read and what you
read just read to fill your time. And have a look at other areas of
input where the doors are wide-open.
For instance, you don´t have to let in all the negative emotions
from your surroundings. If everyone else are procrastinating or are
anxiously keeping themselves busy by doing low-priority tasks at warp
speed it´s easy to be influenced by that mood. If you have a door, then
it might be good idea to shut it and focus on doing more important
things.
September 12
隨手又翻到KULA前輩的這篇轉貼,我再貼一遍,也是最后一遍.
另外,Engel Fliegen Einsam ,依然還是最愛.
在路途上想起爱情来。觉得最好的爱情是两个人彼此做个伴。
不要束缚,不要缠绕,不要占有,不要渴望从对方的身上挖掘到意义,那是注定要落空的东西。而应该是,我们两个人,并排站在一起,看看这个落寞的人间。
有两个独立的房间,各自在房间里工作。
一起找小餐馆吃晚饭。
散步的时候能够有很多话说。
拥抱在一起的时候觉得安全。
不干涉对方的任何自由。哪怕他还在和旧日女友联络。
不对彼此表白。表白是变相的索取。
很平淡。很熟悉。好像他的气味就是你自己身上的气味。
不管在何时何地,都要留给彼此距离。
随时可以离开。
想安静的时候,即使他在身边,也像是自己一个人。
有一致的taste。包括衣服,音樂,食物等等。
不太会想起对方,但累的时候,知道他就是家。
我们很容易碰到的,都是自私或者愚蠢的人。他们爱别人,只是为了证明别人能够爱自己。或者抓在手里不肯放,直到手里的东西死去。
成熟的感情都需要付出时间去等待它的果实。但是我们一直欠缺耐心。有谁会 用10年的时间去等一个远行的人。有谁会在10年的远行之后,依然想回头找到那个人。有些爱情因为太急于要得到它的功利,无法被证明,于是也就得不到成立。
---引自朋友的BLOG